Oh man Im like so fucking tired of my mood swings. Haha I might be bi-polar. N__N; Cause like today I woke and stuff and I was happy until like my dad started ignoring my questions and comments and only focused on his fag faced girlfriend. And then hes all like 'omg whats wrongg?? hfjdhfsk' to me when Im all quiet and ignoring them. And whateverrr. Its like this with EVERYONE.
God fucking damnit. |: Im like surprised Im not cutting myself yet. Cause like 1) moving. 2) have my friends ignoring me. 3) spending summer in some forest camp in boston 4) have my dad ignore me. Jesusssss. ;; Its like what have I done to deserve all this shit? Like srslly. I like spent 2 hours venting to my friend Ashley about everything and thank god she knows whats its like. She really made me feel better. Oh I love her. ;^;
But like then I told one of the friends that has been ignoring me about like how I feek and shit. And like I just started like venting and ranting on her about shit. And like jesus fuck. ): I felt like I was talking to a fucking wall. Cause either she said some stupid comment or made those fucking smilie faces like 'oxo' or 'o__o'. WTFFFF. YOU HAVE A KEYBOARD, SO TYPE IN WORDS. Mannn Im sooo fucking pisssed. ):
Though there are moments where Im happy. n__n Thank god. But like I really hate everything. Shit man. |: I even went back to my original journal CSS. Cause I honestly dont want to see batman & robin fucking happy. Im like so messed up thee days. ): Im listening to emo songs. XD; Haha. Which really makes me lol since I never listen to songs liek Chop Suey. Haha.
No but like Im really upset with my friends. ): They have ignored me. Or just talked behind my back. Like I found a bunch of shit like how someone wanted to throw me a party since Im moving, but my other friends were all like ' pshhh alina is totally gonna forget us.' And when I found out I was like WTF? I mean Ive known them for 6 1/2 FUCKING YEARS. And they think Im gonna forget them? SAY WHATTTT?!! And then like just ughhhh. Some people who I thought really cared about me, pick other people to replace me. WTFFF?? Im like just UGHHHH. Im so sick of crying. My hurt like every single day.
I mean talking with people on SSO makes me feel better, but its just looking at a screen. I have literly NOBODY there for me. Except for like maybe 1 or 2 people who truely know what its like to be in my position. N__N I might as well as move now to Boston then be with people who I love ignore me. Im just not like made to sit there and be ignored and hated by my friends & family. SRSLLY.
Anyways, yessss Im depressed and haha I keep venting on SSO and here. So Im sorry for like spamming you all with my rants and vents. n__n;; Haha.
And please commish me! Or atleast tell others about my neo commissions. Please. Prices are going up and I really need the neopoints. So yeah. HELP HELPP.
Anyways see you later guys. N__N
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fuck. ): 
Gloomy
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loves you my sexy kitty!~
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>,< yo! when I was a young man, we had too fly 2-lightyears to school and it took 5-min. So quit ur wineing.
And your commish is done. (:
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>,< yo! when I was a young man, we had too fly 2-lightyears to school and it took 5-min. So quit ur wineing.
Im proud of you. >:
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I'm so much appreciate it :3
Have a sweet day-chan desu ^-^ ~ <3
Tohru chan~
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i adore drawing. XD I dont know why you never knew. o__o
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you are my loverr kittehh
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ALINA?!?!
hey hey its aliza :]
u know the sexyy 1 from camp
add me loverr lechuga :]
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